I'm so not sure that I'm getting this right. Very confused. Briskly taking a look at my life now. Hesitant. As If I were at a busy intersection. I've been standing there for a while now, trying to cross the road. No luck, it's just not getting clear. Waiting, I start wondering. Maybe it would be better to cross another street first, or even take an entirely different route.
I feel like the choices I'm making now are very important. They have consequences for other people I love. The people who might not be thinking that my route is a good one, the people who might still agree to walk by...because they are loved ones.
I'm so not sure. Am I at the right place? Do I really want what I think I want? I don't know. I'm confident in my spouse. At least I got that one right. Still in doubts. There is so much more I ought to figure out for myself. Am I doing this right? And how the hell do you know before you cross that road?
That's why there's always someone there that is willing to hold your hand and help you cross the road. =)
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