I feel so anxious tonight. Everything gets on my nerves. Just like the storm outside that's about to unfold. It's whistling and gasping, but can never finally get to action. Why can't it just start pouring? Lightning, thunder, wind blowing, walls shaking...where is it? I want everything instantly. A new tab taking a while to open is irritating. Nobody responding to several emails I sent out today is annoying. My inability to calm down and stick to my to-do-list is catastrophic.
I bet if I were a smoker the entire pack would be gone by now. Instead I just chew gum. I don't even like gum.
The real problem is my worry about dealing with all the documents and other bureaucratic junk to get ready for our big trip in July. It's another time when I'm reminded that international marriages are awesome but legal complications that come along suck big time. There is so much to do. It's truly overwhelming and so confusing. I'm tired of looking through forums and websites of consulates, the feel of this sticky indeterminacy and not knowing for sure that everything will work out in the end.
It will though.
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